I’d like to share with you a blog my wife posted on her Myspace page. It really touched my heart and I asked if she would mind me re-posting it. The pregnancy experience has been a wild ride and I’d like to share her perspective on it:
I am getting really close to my due date and I cant believe how fast the time has flown by. It seems like yesterday I was so sick (I still throw up every morning but I am not as sick as I was) I was having my first little back cramps which are nothing compared to my back pains now lol! I remember lying in bed every night with my shirt up to see if the baby would move! I remember the first time I saw him actually move. The movement is almost constant now but it was so exciting. I remember sitting at my desk at work and feeling him kick for the first time. I remember how I thought my test was negative because the pink line was so light! If you had told me last Christmas that I would be having a little boy next Christmas I would have laughed at you! Its funny how much a person can change in such a short amount of time. I remember when I first got my baby bump how exciting that was! Now I wish I could get off the couch without a struggle lol!
My thoughts went from maternity clothes, to what is it?, to registry, to showers, to making a home for my baby, to wanting my family and friends close because it could come any day now! I am at the point where I am just waiting. I go into the nursery a million times a day and refold the same silly blankets and bibs. I can’t believe my life will change again in a matter of days. I think about how scary the birth is gonna be. I almost don’t think about it because it freaks me out. At the same time I want to see my son so bad I would go into labor right now if I could. The night he dropped It scared me because I totally felt it and thought I needed to go to the hospital then. But I can breathe now and I have to say that even though I have been uncomfortable for about 9 months I will miss being pregnant so much and If we can afford another in a few years I would totally do this again!
I also think about the financial strain it could put on us. Everyone says if you wait till you can afford them you will never have them. Well we will just leave it up to God to provide for us and do the best we can. I cannot wait to see him.I think about the fact that this isn’t just any baby this is a piece of me and Matt. Which means that this baby is made and full of love. This baby is a mixture of the past 9 years. Every memory and special moment that we have shared are all apart of him. Which tells me that this isn’t just any baby but the most special baby in the whole world! I hope he knows how much his parents love each other and how much they love him. We have definitely had some hard times but they were so easy to get through because we had each other and this pregnancy has totally brought us closer and brought our already strong relationship to a higher level!
I am so excited that he will have some little friends his age! Whose parents are very special friends of mine! I hope I can give him what I did not have and teach him right! I want to open doors in his life that where nailed shut for me. I just pray that God will give me the knowledge to do as much right as I can. To all of my pregnant friends enjoy this happy time. This has been the best year of my life. I can’t wait to be a new mom!












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